you don't know much i tried in order to get my head out of certain things. yeah, for me, if i want to forget something or at least not think about it for a while, i would make myself busy as possible and do anything that can be done. and now, while i am in my semester break, i have watched more than 10 movies and also complete anime series like jigoku shoujo and the law of ueki hah! i just love them :'D
not enough with that as i was treated like a princess in the house where i have done nothing except for a few chores in a week, eating (not anymore as it is fasting month now) and also baking cakes and cookies. i loveeeeeee, i repeat, i love doing all that BUT, can't let it continue as my mom is still doing many work. i want to help but,... but, not that into chores and cooking stuff =.= heh.
so, the last thing that left for me is to have a job. yes, at last, for this semester break i am able to get a job hehe. not like last semester, with the tiredness, breakdown, emotion and bla bla bla -.- i have got to get out of the house and set my mind on something else. i have to :') the world is not waiting for me to get better and my life will continue to keep on going though. ok. this is going nowhere as what i am thinking for the entry =='
see that? yes, that is my pants. yes, it was me wearing that pants. yes, i made it tore in a day. yes, i had to wear it for the whole day. yes, i fell while playing futsal and netball. yes, i fell more than once. gosh, seriously it was super embarrassing okay. you should have seen what happened to my shoes. it is ruined :'( i only have that one red sport shoes and now it filled with holes and cracks. i almost cried :(
oh also, you see this? this is what happened to a person especially me whose face will turn red when it is exposed to sun. and in this case, i think i was exposed to direct sunlight from 8am until 6pm. yup, no bluffing :D damn it hurts, you know.
still, it was worth it. me and my friends, all of them played 2 different sports and changed it continuously from moring until evening. yeah, non-stop. especially my games which are futsal and netball and their court was next to each other so i just have to walk a few steps only. still, i think it was 8 games continuously with just 5 minutes break. imagine how does that feel =.= in the end, we won :) i think it was the futsal game.
more prove of the result for the sunburn. actually, that was the sunset during in the car :P plus, with the, ehem, smell, of our body. very nice :D we had to hang our clothes for a few days before washing it haha. thank god there was no other people in the car heee.
this is the actual colour eh :P haha, the redness is still not obvious. you should have seen us on the next day going to class. T_T i feel like a hell boy, i mean, a hell girl. with no horns. is it horns? haha never mind.
distance - christina perry ft. jason mraz
i will pretend to not care anymore
