moments

Assalamualaikum :)

the Bachelor of Applied Language (honors) English for Professional Communication. pheww quite long huh? yup this is my course that i am taking now which is for 6semester or 3years. never wrote about this in the blog. did not have the time -.- trust me, when u get into this program, u will understand. now i understand the feeling of being busy. the real busy. not just some excuse people give to get away from other people ==' okay. that is awkward.

by the way, u know what, among all of my friends at the Universiti Teknologi Mara Shah Alam, there are the ones who took TESL, Law and some more. but the most preoccupied students for the whole semester, i mean all their ways, are the EPC students. -.- Which one of them is me. EPC is the short form for the English for Professional Communication. It is a great course i tell u. Even i'm not so sure what i am dealing with actually. But even with all the things that had happened to me, i enjoyed it very much. I got many wonderful lecturers, sporting classmates, discovering new places and many more :')

Suddenly i noticed that the post is irrelevant with the title. Goshh stranded all of sudden. By the way, i left tis for a while. Why? Getting a grip maybe. I don't know. Things are still not going so well. I guess that is no suprise in my life en. :) The most important thing is that i am still alive and still smiling. Who cares whether it was fake or real as along as it satisfied the others, looks good to me :) the one thing about me that i don't know whether it is a good thing or not is that i put other people's sake first no matter what. I really do. :(

N mostly not many think about me feelings too. Well it's not their fault. Maybe i just dont care. Or maybe i do. Not sure. I barely think about what i want. I barely said to other people what i really want. That is because i know that whatever i ask for, i could never get it. No matter what. Been there done that so many times. It is not that i am giving up, i just don't want to be disappointed again and again.

oh no. This post is getting longer that i thought ==' Actually i have nothing to do right now. On semester break so i thought about getting a job but the duration is too short so maybe next time. However, i don't know why time flies quite fast as i realised that it has been a month already. Maybe because i atteend a camp last two weeks ago but it was just for a few days. Maybe i enjoy being at home. Having a break. :D Yeah that was what i have been waiting for, right?

Oh yeah, pictures cannot be uploaded as i am using my brother's ipad. Where is my laptop? He is conquering it to play games. Yup all day long from waking up until going to sleep. Gosh. Okay! Memories! Yes, going through the days by reminiscing our memories. They were very useful to me to go back and smile again :') haha underground eh. We still meet each other once in a while. The reasons are usually to discuss things over but i think it was just to see each other's faces. I miss that face. Never mind. Talk later about this topic okay :)

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