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Assalamualaikum :)

hampir siap dengan peperiksaan akhir semester! perghh bahasa malasyia weh. fine ==' gedik. kepala macam dah nak pecah sumpah. this is way more different than foundation. 20 chapters must be read to cover in the exam. yeah right? i am so not a robot. not even a nerd. not at all. kalau dah malas tu memang terpaksa juga la kalau tak nangis la engkau sorang dalam dewan exam nanti. haa i am going to mix up malay and english in this post because of the headaches and dizziness caused from the examination. even study semua dalam english tak semestinya boleh cakap biasa je tiap hari. tu la function pergi kelas okay. still studying

so the point of writing this entry is to fill my time within the examination time. ada la jarak antara setiap paper and lusa last paper. yeay me!! u know what? my course is one of the course that finished exam quickly. yes 4 papers in a week. that is quite a good schedule i tell u. memang muntah la nak keep up baca setiap subjek tapi berterusan so takde la lama sangat tunggu kan setiap paper. tak membazir masa kat shah alam yang takde apa sangat dah. actually because out of money ==' poor me. who is kind enough to give me some :) pleaseeee

cant wait to see my result either it is worth it that i was worn out throughout the whole semester. gosh seriously. it was like the course has took my life. yeah i pushed everything away in order to focus on my studies. less friends, less time with little aiman and family, less moments with rahimmin. rasanya macam hidup ni untuk pergi kelas and result pun belum tentu lagi. entah berapa je. i dont wanna lose all of them. it hurts. very hurts. dapat letih je banyak. tu je :'(

dah la. malas type dah. kepala datang balik sakit. overthinking. again. every single day. when is this going to last. -.- please all of this end now. i just want all my loved ones to be by my side. can i? :(

kisah dongeng - stacy

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